Take Me Away

Love

Friday, April 9 6:03 AM

A man aint a man
If he aint man enough
To love you when you're ryt
Love you wen you're wrong
Love you wen you're weak
Love you wen you're strong
Take you higher
When da world got u feelin low
Givin you his best
Even wen you're at your worst
Cos he's tinkin of you first
Givin comfort,
wen he's tinkin dat ur hurt.
Dat's wat's done wen you really love sum1,
Cos Love is Unconditional.

Am I a fool?

6:01 AM

U noe, at tyms i feel lyk im a fool..
u left me here feelin confused..
i closed ma doors cos of u
im paralyzed n ma ass wont move.
i made u ma 1st
i claimed ur ma king
i b pretendin im fine
bt all da tym im cryin.
1 minute u b kollin me
da nxt minute u kip it low.
ryt now
1 minute i luv u
da nxt minute i hate u
i hate maself cos i luv u.
yea i hate maself cos i luv u..

Put On A Show

Saturday, January 2 11:34 AM

If I cn be an actress,
I cn win da best actress award.
Cos no1 cn pretend to carry a smile
Lyk how i did in all ma pics.
If I cn be a singer,
I cn win da best rap artist.
Cos no1 cn rap out da story of how i feel
Lyk how i did in all ma poetries.
If I cn be a driver,
I cn be da best driver in da world.
Cos no1 cn eva travel around ma life
wif lotsa obstacles.
Pull out da curtains
And lemme put on a show
cos ma show will neva ends
Till da end of tym..

Loco

11:29 AM

Those times makes me stronger
Thoes times makes me weaker too
Ive been lookin fo da answers
Lookin fo da way to get thru..
Im lost in directions
Cause all i have in mind is you.
Cant think of anything
Every moment is about you.
Jus like Babyface
In his smoothest song
If i told u im crazy,
wud u cum runnin back to me?
Reminiscing those times
I was in your arms
Hearing your sweetest melody
By da sand under da sunrise.

specially for ma late dad..i luv u!

Saturday, November 8 7:34 AM

notin cn replace u
cos ur da best
tym flies real fast
still ma mind for u will last.
each day im livin ur on ma mind.
weneva i feel down it's u hu i'll find.
Bt ryt now ur no longer wif me
bt ur soul dat i'll kip.
n i noe u c me feelin wat i feel.
to kip mum hapy dats ma promise
to b bof her husband n daughter
n kip her livin wif laughter..

Missing u so much

Tuesday, September 16 11:16 AM

i cud remember da days we usually fight.. even it’s bad, bt to me dat’s da best memories i cud hv.. i remember da day wen i was in remand, u didnt even wana tok to me on da fon, didnt wana c me durin visitin day. i really tot u din care abt me at all.. i shud hv known dat u really cared, oni dat u din show.. i remembered.. da cup dat i bought for u wen ur back to singapore from haji..it stated ” dad, you’re da greatest”.. n yes u r da greatest.. few days b4 u left me, dat cup broke wen mum was tryin to wash it. we din noe u wana leave us.. i really mis u dad.. i hope ur here wif me again.. celebratin dis yr raya wif us.. wen u b bringin us to geylang most of da tym.. c da lights.. bought for me clothes.. spent for me wateva i wan.. da last tym was last yr.. u brin me to joo chiat walked ard jus to find clothes for me.. cos u cnt c me wearin da same raya clothes.. i really mis u dad..

For Those Hu are Afraid of their Past

11:15 AM

Why do people afraid of their past That’s a question people usually asked Maybe it is a fear of what people may say Maybe it’s a fear of their reputation today. Just remember that evry1 will have 1 And they might get it back 1 day. Don’t have to worry About the story telling Even it affect your life today Just prove to them how you’ve changed.

Da Difference Between Me and Her

11:10 AM

Lukin in da mirror Comparin hu i am in da past Dat’s totally 2 diff people Livin in da same bod.. I used to not to smile I used to shout n tel people "**** off" I used to be temperamental I used to hate people.. Da diff btwn now n den I learn how to smile I learn how to appreciate Ignore da people hu irritates And live ma lyf wif happiness.. Shower evry1 wif luv and care Giv dem space to share.

Father..Dad..

11:08 AM

…25 january 2008, a day filled wif sorrow. happiness ends wen da person i tot i hate n whom i tot is da worst passed away. still cant believe he left me here wif ma mum. da 1 hu hv been supportin da family wif money and food. he supports me thru all ma lyf but he had neva show dat he’s proud of me. hard to let go but i have to. i hv to feel hapy for him cos he’s hapy der and even i jus knew dat he’s proud of me, i appreciate him and i’ll pray for him da bez. i’m missin him.. alot… Waited for dem to cum home on 12 jan 2008 from haj. was really excited and hapy dat dey’re back home safely. i’m still not satisfied. i haven’t had much conversation wif him for all dis years. wen i’m beginnin to have dat between me and him, he’s gone. wishin he’d be here again to hear ma cries and ma mum’s. i miss him. i wish i cud c his face again.. it was so sudden and i’m not redy to lose any1 especially him. he’s too tired and he really wana rest. i pray he’s in a better place. his face is still wanderin in ma mind and i’ll neva forget dat. da las tym i get to say i luv him was b4 he went to haj. asked him for forgiveness.. hugged him.. kiss his hand.. and he went off for haj.. da very 1st tym he kol me ‘anakku sayang’ means ‘ma dear daughter’ was on da fon wen he’s at haj.. he shows his concern thru da fon.. if oni i cud hear dat 1 last tym.. i miss him… god, i really mis him.. to tink of it again.. he really concern abt me oni he doesn’t show it..

I pray

11:01 AM

Evrytym i pray I pray to God for forgiveness For ma past full of sins Dat i’ve been livin. Evrytym I pray I pray dat He wud 1 day sumhow Show me who’s ma man N hu i’m gon spend ma life wif. Evrytym I pray I said i 4giv those hu talk abt me And ask God to let them see How i’ve been sufferin. Open the eyes in their hearts Giv me da chance To let dem see How i’ve changed. Evrytym I pray I pray for da bez in ma life I pray those hu are lyk me Changed their life. To God i pray wen I’m in ups and downs He the only will understand me more than others.